Something’s been bothering me lately and I realized it’s because I don’t accept how things are between me and someone else.
I don’t know for how long though 🤔
Yesterday I woke up at 6h30 and practiced for 1h30. It felt sooo good 🥰 I wasn’t expecting to practice that much but since Ellie was still sleeping, I took advantage of it and practiced as much as my body would allow me to.
I thought about skipping my yoga practice but I decided to get on my mat anyway.
Yesterday I did a 1000-piece puzzle with Davidson and his siblings and I really enjoyed it. I can’t remember the last time I did one actually. Maybe when I was 10? Not even sure. And probably not 1000 pieces.
In my lowest days, I used to ask myself what my life would’ve been if I had decided to stay in my corporate job. What if I had made the wrong decision?
I had a stable career in IT, I was living on my own and I was traveling as much as I wanted to. Everything looked good on paper but when I stopped and thought about how my life would be if I continued that job, I couldn’t see myself being happy with having more responsibilities and thus having less family time.
I had decided that I wanted to live in another country. At that time, my focus was on the US. But before making the move there, I wanted to have traveled in 25 countries before the end of my 25th birthday.
Uncertainty is scary. I get that. But you know what’s scarier for me?