In 2017, I had written that 2018 would be the year for me to publish lots of books. But the reality is different: I worked on 2 new projects and in the end I gave up.

When I used to work at my corporate job I had two main spreadsheets:

The two most important days in your life are the day you are born and the day you find out why.Mark Twain

I asked Davidson (actually I was more asking myself) if I should try to write informative books or if I should just stick to my style. Because the 2 books I started this year, they’re definitely informative. And while I was in this train of thoughts, it made me think if I really wanted to write those books or if it’s just to say: “Here! I wrote books that are not diaries.”

I’m really glad I’m keeping track of my thoughts on my diary. It’s crazy to read what we’ve been through only last year, let alone few months or even weeks ago. It makes me wonder what I would write when I’ll be 90 or 100 years old?sup*/sup

I know I could do so much more. But I know as well, from my past experiences, that keeping myself busy is not the answer.

I’m scared of what the future holds for us. I’m walking forward, although, right now I’m more like standing still and wondering if I should keep going.

I know it’s been a while since my last update but hey ^^ Davidson and I are finally married now! Yaaay 💑 I posted some pictures on IG, take a look:

Since March 31supst/sup, I started to run again every 2 or 3 days. At first, I was running maybe 10 minutes, now I’m running an average of 30 to 35 minutes. I can see my body changing, especially in the belly area. There’s still a long way to go but I’m confident that by staying consistent I’ll get rid of my belly fat someday ^^

Next Monday it’s gonna be 1 month (already!) that I’m back running. I’m running 20 to 30 minutes every 2 or 3 days and it feels so damn good 😊