Almost by accident
I have been distracted, impatient, and indecisive.
And I’m still confused…but it’s different now. I’m so calm, and so content.
I have wasted too many opportunities when all what I wanted most was to prove to everyone that I didn’t need to prove anything to anyone.
I’ve broken myself into a thousand pieces just for you to pick them up.
And I always wanted to find an explanation to what I was feeling.
Like a fallen angel, I made sure to forget that lying to yourself is always the worst lie.
But I’m not that childish anymore, not enough to know everything.
I now don’t worry if I don’t know why, sometimes, what I see almost nobody else sees. I know that you know that, almost by accident, I see the same as you.
So right and so beautiful! The Infinite really is one of the most beautiful gods.
I know that sometimes I use repeated words… but what words are never spoken?
They told me you were crying, and that’s when I realized how much I want you.
I now don’t worry if I don’t know why, sometimes, what I see almost nobody else sees. I know that you know that, almost by accident, I want the same as you.
Dedicated To Shyrwyn.