Almost by accident

I have been distracted, impatient, and indecisive.

And I’m still confused…but it’s different now. I’m so calm, and so content.

I have wasted too many opportunities when all what I wanted most was to prove to everyone that I didn’t need to prove anything to anyone.

I’ve broken myself into a thousand pieces just for you to pick them up.

And I always wanted to find an explanation to what I was feeling.

Like a fallen angel, I made sure to forget that lying to yourself is always the worst lie.

But I’m not that childish anymore, not enough to know everything.

I now don’t worry if I don’t know why, sometimes, what I see almost nobody else sees. I know that you know that, almost by accident, I see the same as you.

So right and so beautiful! The Infinite really is one of the most beautiful gods.

I know that sometimes I use repeated words… but what words are never spoken?

They told me you were crying, and that’s when I realized how much I want you.

I now don’t worry if I don’t know why, sometimes, what I see almost nobody else sees. I know that you know that, almost by accident, I want the same as you.

Dedicated To Shyrwyn.